RoaringLeo

10/4/2013 the heart hides its pain, no matter who is around. it holds the pain until is comes pouring out, like a flood that cant be held back anyone. the silent suffering makes it miserable, until all the stress and sadness burst out. the heart knows it shouldnt hide the pain, but does not trust others. when held in the darkness and tears affect the whole, it leaks out in unexpected places. effects the body in unpleasant ways, causes random spikes in agression. pushes others away, eventually burns bridges that cant be rebuilt. if they can they are not as sturdy, the heart pays the price for hiding darkness. it festers in so

My Duty In Life I am surrounded by boredom I feel useless I need to help others Otherwise I have no purpose I can't go on without a purpose I feel completely dead inside I don't want darkness that comes with that feeling Being swallowed up by nothingness is not my fate I will not accept it Everyone has problems That is why I won't be in nothingness for long Too many wrongs to right in this hollowed out world I take it upon myself to better the lives of others While i am helping them I help myself I maybe outnumbered by cruel people but my calling is to help those in need No matter what the odds I will do my best to perform my

The Angel That Saved Me Today peace consumes me It's a strange feeling Because I have never known it My past was pure chaos It converted me into something I wasn't Now I can be my true self I will never be of the darkness again I would rather die than be that person I would have to truly be dead to be consumed like that for the second time I was guided away from the darkness and into the light by someone who cared I consider him an angel I will never be able to repay him for what he has done for me The only way I can even attempt to repay him is to be an angel for him I do the same he did for me Picking each other up if one fa